Becoming

The lifelong process of becoming who we were created to be.

My name is Sean

I spent years running.From responsibility, from truth, from myself — and underneath all of it, from God, though I didn’t know that at the time.I was awake and asleep at the same time.
Functioning, moving, getting through days, and completely unconscious of the life I was actually living.I’ve since given that a name: the Conscious REM Loop.
Dreaming with the lights on.What got me out wasn’t motivation.
It was my son.
It was an accident that nearly ended me.
It was finally accepting that no one was coming to save me — then turning around and finding that God had been waiting the whole time.I’m not on the other side of it. I’m still walking. But I’m not running anymore.Escape from escaping.